I know it’s not good but it’s just a natural instinct. I don’t tend to open up to people, even if they are close. It’s just what I do, I hold in the negative thoughts & fake a smile. It’s just hard to open up to people, because half the time people don’t understand or simply don’t care. But until I find someone I could trust, i’ll keep my thoughts to myself.
and then life just hit you in the ass and say fuck you. Get some pain once in awhile.
You know what you lucky im nice and you have met me…But fuck you i should have never met you and put you in my life. Stupid me for thinking that it could have work.
FUXK IT»»FUCK IT!!!!!!
I actually liked her but she goes and tell me that she sort of like someone else….now im trying to get a fresh start with her. So confuse and frustrate.
Why, when i sort of try…. I always end up getting hurt.
I think i should not try to find someone and just let them find me. It the best way and just need to relax. To much stress for me.
Staying up late talking about pointless things in life and laughing about the most random things. Struggling to stay up late but not letting them know how tired you are just to stay on the phone with them, until eventually one of you falls asleep. Just the feeling of having company and having someone to share your late night thoughts with. These conversations are the most unforgettable.
got to hit the bed and think this over in my dreams…
I do not know what to do… my mind is just going crazy today?!?!?!